Wednesday, March 24, 2004

housing lottery. shit.

EC has 56 exclusion suites available.

actually scratch that, EC has 50 exclusion suites AVAILABLE. It reminds me of a story Sasha Davidov told me one day about the inner workings of EC that has a secret niche group. It is Hillel. It is like a rite of passage, a passing of the Torah if you would. Each year, rising sophomores get pulled into an EC exclusion suite by their Jewish brothers and sisters do live in the double, for this sacrifice to their elders, it gurantees them the right to maintain the suite after the seniors leave and take the single. Due to this maintaining of same room/suite business that is going on, 6 suites are unavailable to pick into. leaving 50/56.

Our group received the lottery number today and it was panic. Our number was 2100 something. 3/31 @ 1:30 pm. Mark grepped the whole thing a few times and sorted it out and leo wrote a Perl mini program to do the exact same thing. The result?

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Well. Out of 59 groups vieing for the 50 suites, we have the 50th appointment time, according to what is listed on the tentative and not final lottery release. SKETCHY. So I cannot make alternate plans that are concrete and we'll just have to pray. Zoie, Matthew Broderick, John, Bobby, let us pray. I am hoping that individuals, such as hometown hero Dan Benrubi drops out of EC and goes with his amazing number to Broadway singles. Those being much nicer anyways . We need some kind of cushion. I don't know if the EC suites that are occupied by RA's are exclusions... I hope not. If they are, more than likely we are screwed. Help us you rising seniors that have good lottery numbers and don't need to live in EC exclusions. Go somewhere beautiful, leave the slums of EC to me and my brothers and sisters. Where is the love?

PRAY PRAY PRAY!

Friday, March 19, 2004

stepping up political discourse.

Who are you going to vote for, Kerry or Bush? Tougher question than I had anticipated. I've never quite liked George W. Bush, I think those who followed our discussions back in the day have noticed. The reason that I steer towards Democrat, besides differences on issues, is the level of discourse. In my time I haven't seen many Republicans that my immediate gut reaction after listening to them and observing their mannerisms wasn't, you lying bastard. Save a few, John McCain for one, and others to varying degrees, I thought Newt Gingrich was a pretty good guy for a while. Anyways, but my point in writing this was that, despite what I think about Bush and the Republican effort on social security and permanent tax relief, I watched a debate tonight on C-Span and found a Republican representative that didn't turn my stomach inside out.

Ed Gillespie gave me hope that the level of political discourse in this country is going to improve beyond mud slinging and character assasination. He focused on party initiatives and issues without stopping to criticize Clinton or try to protect Bush, he tried to promote the Republican stance. I think he came off so well to me because he was paired up [debate @ Catholic University Washington D.C.] with Terry McAuliffe, they being Chairmen of their respective National Committees.

McAuliffe was terrible, I haven't seen a debate in a long time that was so hypocritical, continuously accusing Republicans of personal attacks and slander as their general policy and then going after Bush, Rod Paige, and many many more. Instead of answering George Stephanopolous and Gillespie's questions and issues, he whined about Bush, interrupted Gillespie numerous times and accused him of not following debate rules?, and made it a Vote for Kerry! speech. Grow up McAuliffe, answer the question, stop whining.

The best line from the debate was from McAuliffe:

McAuliffe: "I guess I know why you didn't graduate Suma Cum Laude from Catholic Univ when we were here, if you said that in economics class you would have gotten an F."

Anways, I think the democrats need a different National Committee Chairman, I had the same thoughts when I heard him after the last state of the union.

Gillespie on the other hand... I'm glad there is someone in politics who doesn't moan and groan and uses the facts. He has his interpretations given the information he has, he has his view of the president, but at least it's grounded in something. McAuliffe telling me that the country is going to be in good shape in terms of foreign policy because Kerry was a war veteran that was shot at doesn't mean anything to me. 2-Pac was shot at. Use the facts and the historical and social context. I still think Bush sucks. Kerry has not yet shown himself to be much better. Although our political stances are in line with most of mine, how about his character? We'll see what the Bush/Cheney campaign brings out in him in coming debates.

political discourse does need to be stepped up, so do a lot of things for that matter... education comes to mind. but that's all for today, Ed Gillespie, I think you're a winner. McAuliffe, I think you're a bum

-- Edited on 2004-03-19 01:49:52 --

i was looking for the transcript of this debate but instead i found a transcript of a debate between Gillespie, McAuliffe, and Chris Wallace of Fox News. I don't care if it's fox news, McAuliffe... you did it again, you're giving the Democratic Party such an attack driven face, I don't like it. From what I've seen, McAuliffe is trying to play "hardball" politics, something we saw a lot of from Republicans, and at least to me he's looking really stupid while doing it. I think in every transcript i've read involving the RNC and DNC chairmen, the moderator has said at least 5+ times "Mr. McAuliffe, let's let Mr. Gillespie respond please". At least Kerry is able to seem like he's taking the high-ground while McAuliffe is doing the dirty work. If McAuliffe wasn't so good at fundraising I think his ass would be outta there.
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,112848,00.html
Chris Wallace... you suck too.

Thursday, March 18, 2004

sprint! ... bastards

i filed my insurance claim with sprint because my sanyo 6400 lcd screen is beyond broken. anyways, they told me they'd replace it for a $35 processing fee but since that particular phone is out of stock (and sanyo doesn't make them anymore and sprint doesn't sell them and you can only get them on ebay) they told me they'd send me one NOT of equal or comparable value, but one that has the same features. I'm hoping they give me a nice newer phone and not one of those piece of shits that are on the < $150 side on their website. I should just switch to Verizon if the phone sucks.

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

interesting read from Epitaph newsletter

I recieved this at the end of the Epitaph Newsletter. It is an article taken from www.commondreams.org a self described progressive" website, which in turn was taken from the Boston Globe. While facts are absent, the point he is trying to make, he believes should be apparent to those who follow the news and implicit. Interesting article none-the-less, doesn't bring up anything new, but worth a read:

Published on Tuesday, March 16, 2004 by the Boston Globe
The Bushes' New World Disorder
by James Carroll

"IT MUST BE considered that there is nothing more difficult to carry out, nor more doubtful of success, nor more dangerous to handle, than to initiate a new order of things." This warning is from Niccolo Machiavelli, yet it has never had sharper resonance.

More than a decade ago, after Saddam Hussein's invasion of Kuwait, President George H. W. Bush explicitly sought to initiate, as he put it to Congress, a "new world order." He made that momentous declaration on Sept. 11, 1990. Eleven years later, the suddenly mystical date of 9/11 motivated his son to finish what the father began. A year ago this week, Bush the younger launched a war against the man who tried to kill his dad, initiating the opposite of order.

The situation hardly needs rehearsing. In Iraq, many thousands are dead, including 564 Americans. Civil war threatens. Afghanistan, meanwhile, is choked by drug-running warlords. Islamic jihadists have been empowered. The nuclear profiteering of Pakistan has been exposed but not necessarily stopped. Al Qaeda's elusiveness has reinforced its mythic malevolence. The Atlantic Alliance is in ruins. The United States has never been more isolated. A pattern of deception has destroyed its credibility abroad and at home. Disorder spreads from Washington to Israel to Haiti to Spain. Whether the concern is subduing resistance fighters far away or making Americans feel safer, the Pentagon's unprecedented military dominance, the costs of which stifle the US economy, is shown to be essentially impotent.

In America, the new order of things is defined mainly by the sour taste of moral hangover, how the emotional intensity of the 9/11 trauma -- anguished but pure -- dissolved into a feeling of being trapped in a cage of our own making. As the carnage in Madrid makes clear, the threats in the world are real and dangerous to handle, but one US initiative after another has escalated rather than diffused such threats. Instead of replacing chaos with new order, our nation's responses inflict new wounds that increase the chaos. We strike at those whom we perceive as aiming to do us harm but without actually defending ourselves. And most unsettling of all, in our attempt to get the bad people to stop threatening us, we have begun to imitate them.

The most important revelation of the Iraq war has been of the Bush administration's blatant contempt for fact. Whether defined as "lying" or not, the clear manipulation of intelligence ahead of last year's invasion has been completely exposed. The phrase "weapons of mass destruction" has been transformed. Where once it evoked the grave danger of a repeat of the 9/11 trauma, now it evokes an apparently calculated American fear. The government laid out explicit evidence defining a threat that required the launching of preventive war, and the US media trumpeted that evidence without hesitation. The result, since there were no weapons of mass destruction, as the government and a pliant press had ample reason to know, was an institutionalized deceit maintained to this day. At the United Nations, the United States misled the world. In speech after speech, President Bush misled Congress and the nation. And note that the word "misled" means both to have falsified and to have failed in leadership. To mislead, as the tautological George Bush might put it, is to mislead.

The repetition of falsehoods tied to the war on terrorism and the war against Iraq has eroded the American capacity, if not to tell the difference between what is true and what is a lie, then to think the difference matters much. The administration distorted fact ahead of the invasion, when the American people could not refute what had not happened yet. And the administration distorts fact now, when the American people do not remember clearly what we were told a year ago. That Bush retains the confidence of a sizable proportion of the electorate suggests that Americans don't particularly worry anymore about truth as a guiding principle of their government.

In that lies the irony. The Bush dynasty has in fact initiated a new order of things. The United States of America has become its own opposite, a nation of triumphant freedom that claims the right to restrain the freedom of others; a nation of a structured balance of power that destroys the balance of power abroad; a nation of creative enterprise that exports a smothering banality; and above all, a nation of forcefully direct expression that disrespects the truth. Whatever happens from this week forward in Iraq, the main outcome of the war for the United States is clear. We have defeated ourselves.

Note to my readers: I am taking a temporary leave from this column to concentrate on other work, including a television documentary based on my book "Constantine's Sword." I will return to this page regularly beginning the Tuesday after Labor Day. Until then, Peace.

© Copyright 2004 Globe Newspaper Company.


Tuesday, March 16, 2004

best game indeed.

tiger woods pga tour 2004 is the best game EVER. hands down.

Let it be known to the world that Tiger Woods PGA Tour 2004 is the best video game EVER. well... at least it's the best game that has come out in a while.

Others that are worth a mention [recently] are max payne 2, homeworld 2, madden 2004, need for speed: underground, and call of duty. btw... call of duty (title?) is one badass game, especially if you are playing with a radeon 9800 pro, EAX3 (which you can't really notice it helping that much), and logitech z-560's blaring gunfire and explosions out of them.

anyways. so the xbox/ps2 version of tiger woods is way more fun, the PC version is pretty amazing still. Granted it has the golf enthusiast in mind, and isn't going for the arcade style mode, it's pretty damn good. Graphics are pretty too. This morning I beat John Daly for club supremacy! Eat that alcoholic who can't get through 9 holes without getting a nasty sweat stain on his ass (witnessed: TPC sawgrass 2000). anyways. that is all.

Tiger Woods is cool. For shizzle. I always wanted to say that.

Monday, March 15, 2004

note to self

this is a note to myself and my concert going posse.

i'm on pollstar.com and finding concerts that i need to buy tickets for. tell me which ones you are possibly going to and we'll have some kind of ticket buying field trip.

on another note: Listening to britney spears' new cd at 4 am is awesome. don't bullshit and say you don't like her, because you do.

ok... onto the concerts, add NJ dates that are close if you know what they are.

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*'ed dates are ones i'm pretty positive i'm going to.

3/15- well too late, i hope someone is going to see get up kids @bowery.
3/26- Decembrists @ bowery.
3/26- hey mercedes/saves the day. not going. fuck saves the day.
*3/28 [Sunday] coheed and cambria/funeral for a friend/rainer maria/brazil (3 good bands and one semi good one, i'm going to try to buy this tommorow if it isn't sold out already).
4/3- Death by Stereo @knitting factory. anyone?
4/6, 4/7, 4/8 (tues-thurs)- ben kweller/death cab for cutie. {good idea, i'll be in lab though and i heard it's sold out already. fuck.}
*4/8- Lola Ray @ Pianos
4/9- Against me @ tribeca. hmmm.
4/12- alicia keys, beyonce, missy E, ...fuck beyonce.
4/14 {wednesday}- Motion city soundtrack/silverstein.@ knitting factory. i think i can make it to this one. any takers?
*4/16- Damien Rice @beacon. gotta buy tickets soon. Aimee and Elizabeth, i am buying you tickets for this, this is a birthday gift to the two of you.make sure i don't forget to buy them, bc i'll feel really shitty about it.
*4/19- WHOAH this is a fucking cool ass show, dan fuller we're going to this, this is too good to be true, aka's/anatomy of a ghost/emery/funeral for a friend/beautiful mistake. @continental. at my favorite venue and a kind of hardcore show. mother fuck yes!
*4/24- Strike Anywhere @ knitting factory

*and whenever the hell skate and surf in Jersey is i'll be there.

new effort

I want to make this look cool. Then again, it IS a generic ass blogger page. I will now triple post between here, Xanga, and CuCommunity, just for shits and giggles. then again, i could... use movable type, but that would require me running a server. Even though my desktop at school is always on, I'd rather use it to play video games... but maybe i could find a POS computer to use a server in the Columbia computer graveyard. just a thought.